woodfortono | (no subject)

[Not sure I'm the one for the job but I'm going to have tea with him anyway so might as well]

I'll see into it.

...thanks.

He invited me for tea, so I might as well.

It'll be good for him either way. I've been crashing with him off and on, he hasn't been sleeping great with nobody there since he got used to it.

[That sounds like a thing I'll leave to you guys]

He'll get out of the habit eventually.

Yeah. Just having more friends around would be good either way, though.

He has a lot of those.

Doesn't mean you're not important to him.

All of them have their own importance.

[sighs, giving up]

Yeah. He'd still like to see you, though.

I already said I'd see him.

Okay. Good.

[shoves his hands through his hair, looking harried]

Sorry, I just--stuff's been weird lately.

[stuff is always weird]

What do you mean?

Just--I've been worried about you and Don and Takeru and Ryuunosuke and neesan and all the stuff that's wrong right now aren't things I can do anything about, and it sucks.

You can't let yourself dwell on them, even if you care for them all. Caring is fine, but worrying over it all is pointless.

I guess.

Your worry also wont fix it either.

I know! [i am not sulking you are sulking] It still sucks, though.

[Looks mutual to me] Everything sucks.

...not everything. [eyeing you a little] It's nice to actually talk to you again.

We have been apart longer than usual. Even Marvelous thought it wasn't right.

Yeah. That's your choice, though, not mine.

...

[I'm too ashamed of what I did]

[just watching you steadily]

Y'know, you're still my friend. And I still trust you.

Why?